Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Of course I can do !

When I go to saskatoon for university and start my new life, i will be fine.

When I start to exercise and don't care about what I eat, I will be just fine.

I believe my family's love towards me and my love for myself.

I'm so thankful about my grandma's support, love and holding me tight.

Love you, i will do my best not to let you down.

Promise you.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

A u g 4 t h

Diversing project.

Trying to avoid obsession for something.

Try to verify options that I can choose.

Try not to bind just one thing.

Well, still it's difficult to me, but I will work on that seriously!

Keep fingers crossed for myself!

You can do it! Love you

from yourself
Aug 4th 2010

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Boa comeback!

Finally... she comes back with her new album!

I have listented her new songs, Game and persone next to me.

They are awesome! I think there will be more incredible songs in her new album!

I'm so happy and excited for her!

WELCOME BACK!! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!

Thanks for awesome songs you have given us!

New nickname:)

I got new nickname from Kim, who is kinda mom-like person.

My nickname is..............................



Sunny! 한국말로는 '맑음이'

I love this nickname because it gives me a sense of optimistic life and being positive.

I would like to be one who giving sunny mood to people around me.

I will make it! Watch me!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

What an awesome day!

I hung out with one of my friends today.



She is a pretty amazing woman I've known. I think I am fortunate to know her.



We hung out at her house a little bit and went up to town. Then we drove aroudn the town and went for a coffee.



We had so much conversation with each other. Then I found out that I and she are pretty amazing people.



Today, I have such a good feeling about myself and food. I made wedge potato for supper and



I took a last piece of potato, which I have never done before. I was scraed to eat more after



finishing my portion.

I was amazed about my cooking skill! (Okat, maybe it only applied to wedge potato, but still)

I feel comfortable for having a feeling of fullness. That is pretty cool improvement for myself.

I will keep going on this feeling. Respect myself and give thanks to things and people around me.

I learned so much things today, and I will live on it.

I heard some shocking news and feel betrayed by others who I believed, but I will get over it.

because, I am Ji Eun Lee and i'm the leader of my life.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

want to learn self- love skills!

Wow... there has been so many pressure and conflict around my life...

I want to get rid of any pressure or conflicted matters from my life.

I'm still suffering from anorexia Nervosa. However I'm working with nutritionist and psychiatrist.


I'm kinda feel shame about this illness, but I need to recover from this so I can continue my life

healthy and happily.

I want to learn how to respect yourself and love yourself.

I still have fear about eating lots of food, especially fat and carbohydrate.

might be working with nutritionist is not enough..

I want to reorganize my brain, seriously.

Any advice??

First post!

wow, this is my first english blog post ever!

I'm kind of excitied for blogging.

I don't wish to be famous, but I would like to get connected with people!

I like cooking, fashion, food ( absoloutely my darling before my husband show up before me haha)

I start my first university life in this fall. I'm so excited for this ! can't wait to get out of home haha

I will share my daily story on this blog every single day as possible.

please if someone see this post, and want to share their story or something PLEASE do so! haha

oh, you can correct my english. I moved to Canada two years ago and still am learning english.

I wish to be fluent in English so I don't have much problem in terms of communication.

Thanks! :)